Michael Ilesanmi from 90 Day Fiance: Happily Ever After? shared an emotional song on Instagram, suggesting he is feeling significant pain as he reflects on the memories. Michael arrived in the United States in December 2023 with high hopes for his future with Angela Deem. However, their relationship deteriorated when they started living together. Angela began to react explosively to Michael’s inaccurate behavior. Over time, she became increasingly verbally abusive towards him, causing him to run away from her. Since February 2024, Michael has lived alone and is preparing for a legal battle initiated by Angela.
Michael has been absent from Angela’s life for about eight months, but it appears that period of time wasn’t enough for him to erase the memories of their seven-year relationship.
Recently, Miguel shared a song on her Instagram Story about loss and remembering good times. The song in question was “Memories” by Maroon 5, which was posted by @themusicaddiict. It seems that the ex 90 Day Fiance franchise star resonated with the song’s second verse, especially the lines reflecting on a time without “pain” and believing in “forever,” only to see everything suddenly change.
There’s a time I remember, when I knew no pain
When I believed forever, and everything would stay the same
Now my heart feels like December when someone says your name
‘Cause I can’t call you, but I know one day I will, yeah
What Michael Ilesanmi’s Update About Feeling “Pain” Means
Michael may be thinking about his mother’s passing
Michael didn’t add a caption to his post, making it difficult to pinpoint his exact feelings. However, he is remembering someone he lost. Michael has experienced two significant losses in his life: his mother and his wife, Angela. He may be thinking about his mother, who passed away in August 2022. Michael spoke about her passing during therapy in 90 Days: The Last Resort season 1, where he tearfully expressed, “my family, my friends…it makes me miss my late mother.” It is possible that Michael felt sudden emotional pain over losing his mother after listening to this song.
On the other hand, Michael could have also shared this song in remembrance of his time with Angela. There is no doubt that he was truly in love with her. During their seven-year relationship, Michael never raised his voice to his wife, even when she verbally and emotionally abused him. It seems that he is still mourning the end of his marriage and feels severe emotional pain occasionally when thinking about good memories. Although the 90 Day Fiance: Happily Ever After? former student clarified that he would never reconcile with Angela, sometimes he seems to remember her fondly.
Our Take on Michael Ilesanmi’s Cryptic Update on Feeling “Pain”
Michael may be having second thoughts about letting Angela go
There is a possibility that Michael now recognizes the value of his ex-wife, Angela.
She stood by him after every cheating scandal and brought him to the United States despite discovering his secret piggy bank and a suspicious WhatsApp group called Paradise Men. Angela gave Michael many opportunities to improve as a husband. However, he consistently failed to show her respect and repeatedly betrayed her trust in your private and public life. Now that Angela is happily living her solo life, the 90 Day Fiance: Happily Ever After? former student appears to be regretting his decision to let her go.
Source: Michael Ilesanmi/Instagram, @themusicaddiict/Instagram